Saturday, March 24, 2012

My midlife crisis

Well, turns out that apparently the insurance needs us to pay them an almost $2000 deductible before I can go get my medical issues taken care of. ~sigh~ So while I'm waiting for my surgery, I decided that since I cannot go back to work until it gets done, I was going to make a drastic change. To my hair, that is. I figure that it'll grow back and I can re-color it once I am all fixed. Here's what it used to look like:
And here's how I look now.
So there it is. It's rough for Jack and I to try to get all that money together seeing as he is on disability and I'm on unemployment. I really don't know how we're going to do it. I do my best to stay positive and not let Jack see me upset. He doesn't need that. And time is marching on. My benefits won't last forever and it scares the hell out of me. The longer it takes for me to get my surgery, the sicker I get. And I hide a lot of how I'm feeling from my loving husband. It's a vicious cycle that can only be fixed with the surgery that I have no money for. You see my dilemma? Arrgh. Until next time...

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